The kinds of things that used to be fairly common and innocuous have taken on a more illicit (and thus enjoyable) meaning for me. I have so little free time that when I actually find an hour to watch TV or read (anything not law related), I feel a twinge of guilt that accompanies the quiet satisfaction found in doing something kind of, but not very, naughty. I watched the Olympics sparingly - which was so disappointing to me. Even the relatively small amount of time spent watching felt stolen; robbed from another worthy pursuit for selfish reasons. They are all selfish pursuits. Perhaps that's why the guilt surfaces, but the satisfaction runs so deep.
My TV is hidden under cobwebs and stacks of dust. I saw a student reading a school newspaper before class started and my eyes lit up "Is that a newspaper!?" He proudly confirmed that yes, it was a newspaper and he had a whole 5 minutes to peruse it.
It's pretty damn bad when the school rag is your sole source of entertainment. I'll be picking up my copy on Monday....
Posted by: Tamara | September 10, 2004 at 10:41 PM